Here, where I write, I also told here about my dream, my desire, and my hope.

Kepergianmuu

Air matamu mengiris hatiku halus
kuusapkan telapak tanganku ke wajahmu yang pucat
terlihat ketakutan kehilangan akan nafasmu
nafasmu yang mengalir dalam nafasku

Kubelai rambutmu dengan kelembutan angin malam
terasa getaran menyatu diujung jari-jari
tak kuasa menahan gejolak kasih
limpahan nuansa kejora malam yang tak bertepi

Tak akan kutinggalkan hatimu yang manangis pilu
telah terpatri janji pada kedalaman nurani
akan ikut menyatu kegalauan kasih dalam derita
meski kekuatan malam hendak meragas


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SOME~ONE
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aiquu tlah skiti nh .
aiquu jgh sdar .
bahwa .
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aiquu terllu jhad wtzz diia .
mu'uph.int aiquu .
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mu'ph knt lah drii quu . .
quu tau quu slah .
mexakiti muu .
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tp .
qmo tag tau rsha nh .
hati quu .
saad brhdpan qmo .
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quu hrap .
qmo bsha ngerti . .

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TentAng muu . .

Baru saja kutulis namamu di diary harianku
Belum habis semua rasa bahagia kutuang
Haruskah kini kutuliskan tentang lara,

tentang kesendirian yang tak kutau akhirnya ?
Ku tau kau takkan pernah menjawabnya
Sebab kau pergi saat ku masih ternganga
Terbuai segala pesona rasa jatuh cinta
Haruskah kurobek semua seolah tak pernah ada ?

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PpeedDdiiihh . . .

Mereka tertawa seolah aku tak merasakan apa-apa
Seperti perpisahan hanyalah sebuah fase biasa
Mengolok-olok dan memberi semangat seadanya
Kawan… aku baru saja kehilangan cinta


Semua melarangku menangis, hatiku tak boleh menjerit
Tapi mereka tertawa… bukannya memapah jiwaku yang lemah
Tak ada lagi singa dan serigala di dalam jiwaku kini
Kumohon tolong, berhentilah menertawakan kepergiannya !

Aku hanya ingin engkau tahu, bukan menertawakanku
apalagi menghujatku… sebab engkau kawanku
Jika tak bisa kau berikan aku empatimu
Jika tak bisa kujadikan engkau penguatku

Kumohon berikan aku ruang sunyi untuk mendamaikan diri
tuk mengenangnya pergi…
tuk menantinya datang kembali…
tuk membangun semangatku lagi…

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What iS LovE ???

Many people believe love is a sensation that magically generates when Mr. or Ms. Right appears. No wonder so many people are single. An excerpt from "Head to Heart."

“When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”

Throughout the history of mankind, we as a world culture have made love out to be mysterious, complex, difficult, and undefinable. It’s the subject of endless poems and literary works. There is an enormous amount of material available out there about love, a lot of it contradictory.

We’ve been given the impression that to define love is near to impossible. Maybe there’s a fear that if we define it, it would somehow be less powerful...less impactful...less exhilarating. Maybe we like the mystery of it. But is it really that complicated? Perhaps the complications surrounding love come from all “stuff” we add on to this powerful emotion. Lets drop all the baggage surrounding relationships and define what it is we are experiencing in the moment of love.
BasIc cOmpoNent Of LovE . . .
What do you feel when you love someone? If distilled down to it’s core components, what would those be? Yes, love is an emotion, a feeling, a wanting, and a “being”. We know it feels good, but what specific feelings, wantings, and beings are present when we feel love? Here are the common denominators of love...
Love is Accepting.
Love is Appreciating.
Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.
AtTentiOn . . .
Love expressed is when you give your attention, your time, your focus to someone. Webster defines attention as “the giving of one’s mind to something."

There are many ways in which we give our attention to another. We use our five senses. Our ears to listen. Being completely present with the one who is speaking. Our eyes, watching another, undivided attention. Tasting/smelling? (I’ll let you figure that one out). Touching, giving a hug, holding a hand, a caress, or sexual expression. How you express your love depends on the type of relationship.

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